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.Thursday, October 08, 2009' :)

MY LOVE ONES

It has been 18 years since I was being brought to the world by God. Thanks to my mummy for carrying me in her womb from a small object till a baby for 9 months..I believed that that 9 months of pregnant has been hard on her.. if not she wont nag and nag and nag on me when Im in her womb...There is no opportunity for me to run away.. and honestly I dislike the feeling of being instructed and naggies...no way I will like them..

So BOOMM, I finally have the chance to run away from her womb and into the world of beautiful people =) Although I knew it in heart and didnt say anything, I still wanna thanks her for not giving up me.. Sometimes it is wierd that when u grow up, asking ur parents where yourself come from, there answer seems like the same--FROM THE GARBAGE !!! Is it that all parents answer the same thing as my parents when I was young and do not know anything about biology...

I also wanna thanks my DAddy.. knowing that my mummy kinda of bias, love my brothers more than me.. He always there for me when i was young.. When I was young, I have the mindset that if I do well in exams and be an obedient girl, mummy will love me de.. That's are most naive children like me think.. However, as I mentioned that are naive children's thoughts...So since young, I always read books, do homework and never will spend time unnecessary on useless stuff like computer games..In school, I will do my homework whenever I can..That are so faraway from me now when I realised that even I do well in exams, being obedient, my mummy will still love my brother more..

However, there is a time that one and only time, I felt the love from my mummy was when I had to submit art and craft using leaf and paint to create an art.. Art is never my interest, I donno why.. I kept doing my maths assignment book, and I even forgotten about the art.. Next morning, I saw my mummy helping me do it..

The person who I love the most, more than my parents was my beloved grandmother..She has been in my heart deep in my heart since I lost her now.. She had went up to a very far far land, being a guardian angel, taking care of me always.. When I was young, she will take me to school daily during my kindergarden time...And when I was in Primary 1 and 2, I took school bus to school..she will send me to my void deck, accompanying me to wait for my school bus.. and when I took sch bus back home from sch, the first person I see will be her waiting for me to come back home..telling her tonnes of my story in school..

She is very very very thrifty. wheneven she can save money she will save money.. however, when I was in PAP, everyday after school, either there is my favouite cake to eat or ice cream.. when I was in primary school, she will buy me some assignment book to do.. When i was young, I love to go to the 1 dollar machine to turn out some toys.. Thinking back at times, I find that I had spend unnecessay money on unnecessary stuff.. and it was my beloved grandmother's money.. She hardly spend her money but she willing to give it to me to use it unnessary..maybe she wanna me to be happy and she will be happy too =)

Now i just feel like saving more money to buy a camera to take down all the memories i had when it is still not too late to do it..and behave every photos that i take will have its unique story ^^ Cos i had lost my love one, my grandmother, I dont want to lost any of the rest anymore...I want to cherish every moment with them and had photos taken and printed out.. So that I could write down the story behind the pictures on the other side of the photos...Just in case in future i had amnesia.. at least i will know the story behind it..

AH MA !!! 你去了哪个遥远的地方啊？？我都很乖，又听你的话哦！我真的非常地想你，真的好想好想永远抱着你不放。。

HAND IN HAND ❤

"- HER WORDS

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ex-hendersonian
Singapore Poly
09 January borned
Community Service & Cultural Club
COM SERVE

Y- L0VE

I WANT THEM

< People around her >

❤ MY FAMILY
❤ Buddies

< School Stuff >

❤ CSCC

< Stars >

❤ 棒棒堂
❤ 罗志祥
❤ S.H.E
❤ Super Junior
❤ Kim Hyun Joong
❤ Big Bang
❤ Girls Generation

< Others >

❤ lollipop candy
❤ ChocolaTES
❤ SleepinG
❤ Smiling

"- grant me , pls ❤

.morE TOPS & bOTToms.
.more heels.
.See 王子.
.LolliPoP Concert in SG.
.happiness.
< .own LG touch screened phone [granted]
.buy new handbag [granted]
.go oversea with my friends
.fate.
.BE a nursary teacher :)
.graduate.
.go University maybe.

"- LET"S SHOUT

AHHH!!!

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ENTERtaINMENTS

< Dramas >

Y 海派甜心 end
Y 终极三国 end
Y 下一站幸福 end
Y DREAMS

< Variety >

Y 我爱黑涩棒棒堂
Y STARKING
Y 百万大歌星

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