Erm...in the morning dar message me and asked me whether he can go play soccer with his frenz. Im unhappy that he indeed spend more time with his frenz den me. But he wasn't totally blamed for that. Cus i stayed very far from him. Next sat I wont be able to spend time with u as I have LTC so I purposely didnt agree to go to the KWS event to pei him and yet he said he wanna to play soccer with his frenz. I understand that he book out also need to spend time with family and frenz too..so i let him go lor while i go for KWS event.

Actually dar wanna to cancel his soccer to pei me instead. But I rejected him to do so. Cus i dun want him to be unhappy when Im happy. Although he said that wwhen Im happi he will also be happy. If he go out with me instead, I can guarantee that his heart and minds will be thinking of SOCCER instead. I have his person but not the heart For wat.

wOW!! today went to beach road with Dar to get my sleeping bag and sew dardar's uniform.

Walked to Bugis and went Sim Lim. err...DAr saw a translucent PSP housing which costs 80 bucks at least. I was shocked by the price. However, dar asked me whether should he purchase that. Another shocking by that. OF course I rejected to let him make that. As seriously mney difficult to earn. He seems that he wanna to make it. So keep asking. then we had short quarrel. I already tried my best to help him save as much money as possible for most outing. I dun want my effort to go down the drain. Dar, u should understand me de. It's all for ur own good. Luckily, he was partially pursuaded by me. HE did not make the PSP housing. *gave a sign of relief*

Went to had dinner at food court,parco. HEe chicken rice again! hmm...den i need to rush to Boon Keng for event. we quarrel again! this time is big ones. CUz it's really my fault totally. I didnt quarrel wid him and kept on apologizing. Hopefully he will forgive me. I really did something wrong. Once again im soRRIe DaR!!!! I know how u feel at that moment. But at least i got tell u and didnt keep it from u. For that, hope u forgive me.

Went to KWS. Had great fun. Erm...den the uncle that i pushed doesnt want to talk to me. Feel so disappointed :( okie nvm. I fed him green bean soup.

erm..went to plaza sing after that with Stephanie,Junxian,Mengxi,Daphane,Jiayi and Ernest. It was JUnxian's birthday yesterday, so we decided to celebrate. Had Secret Recipe. Shared! haha :) was dumn fun man.

message dar, he didnt reply me till very long. andd at last he did. I know he is still angry with me and have yet to forgive me. I already tried my best to do whatever i can. He said he going to watch soccer tonight with friends. den I said he very free. HE replied that when he book out, he must spend time with me,fren and family. I know u should and must but to me u are saying that im selfish that i didnt let u spend time with family and frens. U still dun understand me. HAiS!!

DAr if u tell me that im not first in ur heart but is ur family, im okie lei. U are giving me the thinking tht Im not competitable with ur frenz. U placed ur frenz in a more important place than me. okie whatever!

Dar next time whatever u have decided to do, please dun ask me for opinion or whatever. Cuz u wont listen and I was like wasting my time to give opinions.