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.Monday, January 18, 2010' :)

今天是我在 CSCC 里当 Subcom 得一周年纪念日。不知道怎么讲啦。我知道就好。哈哈

有时候，我真的好想好想回到当年。

回到我正在上小学，中学的时候。我只是知道我要好好地读书，把考试都考好好。放学后，留在学校仆习，和朋友到附近的地方去玩。

可是那些都不会在我的生命里从新的出现了。因为现在的我已经不是当年无忧无虑的我了。现在的我，得赚自己的零用钱，不仅是哪还得把考试考好。可是我的成绩已经被我弄得一大乌涂了，再怎么努力往上爬，我的成绩也不会好到哪里去了。我现在只能靠 quiz, PBIL, project 等等来帮我了。

就因为那样，我不能做好多好多事也对不起那些关心我的人！

抱歉 >.< 不是故意的。

相信那些正正认识我的人会明白 ^^

人往往会说为什么有的人比较幸福。可是对我而言每个人都是幸福的。只是不一样的幸福。我爸让我太独立了，所以好多事我都不靠他。而我有一个很爱很爱和我定嘴的好弟弟，不喜欢做功课的他老是被爸骂。人的人生和命运不是说要就会有的，而是得去慢慢的寻找的。放下一些事才会让新的事取代它。

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.Saturday, December 05, 2009' :)

WOW !! It has been month that I last posted on blog..

Basically I was busy busy busy... Went to hospital to accompanied Cui Xia, a friend whom im not close with as she was down with cancer. Now back to normal. I no longer have to go hospital. But my work load do not seem to decrease. SAD

Now it is time for me to get back to work. Need to study study study. As exam is in 2 days time. I got to remmeber formula !! Shit .... WHY didnt provide formulae !!!

After exams will be FUN FUN FUN... uh? Do you really think so that I will get FUN FUN FUN !! the answer is NO NO NO... I wanna to work work work...

Earn more money to support myself ... HAHAH

Ok just blog till here cos I needa continue study study study >.<

No more dramas for now !! Stop for a week !!

BYE ~

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.Monday, October 26, 2009' :)

ENGLISH O LEVEL PAPER

Reached school around 8.45am to meet Zi Bin and Allon to pass them their textbooks as they didnt turn up for school last Friday to collect their textbooks. I brought 6 textbooks in total.. My arms were aching... Somemore they are LATE.. They aren't MAN...let the pathetic gal---ME waited for them.. how can...Guy should wait for girl. NEVER OPPOSITE !!!

In addition, I concluded that my class representative (CHAIRMAN) didnt use his brain... Can leave the books in the library.. Somemore I am just a student of the same class, ask me help to carry 2 sets of 3 textbooks while he only carry 1 set.. What sia, just because Im closed to them, I have to help them carry the book...Stupid reason !! Somemore at the first place, we agreed that since we need the books on MONDAY lesson, we are supposed to collect the books. He claimed that there are so many people didnt turn up for Friday's lesson and he have to take 4 sets of 3 books...he said very heavy.. Whoa Pian.. next time go NS, den u will know what is HEAVY.. I was kind-hearted to help him take some home..He pushed me 2 sets claiming that because allon and zibin im closed with...WTH >.<

I passed the books to Hafiz when I saw him on the way to classroom today.. And proceed to apply for LOA!! HAHA =D I requested for full-day LOA instead of half day.. The lady serving me asked me that i purposely go to school to apply for LOA today... HAHA =D of cos I answer yes... but actually I go school just to pass the books .. Went to meet me wife after that at dover MRT.. Went to my house there de MAC.. Had Big breakfast as my breakfast..and sat there revising ENglish till early afternoon ..Guess how many cups of tea I had refill before 11am...I refill 3 cups.. Damn dry sia my throat..

Erm... Walked to the MRT station, and saw some juniors.. They wished me Good Luck.. At Commonwealth, I alighted while my wife head to the station of her exam centre. I take my own sweet time strolling to the exam centre, queensway sec. The security guard took my temp ahowing 37.4 degree.. HAHA =D I wasnt sick okie, just that the weather is burning me !!! I still have 45 minutes before going into the exam room. Was listening to the musiz and memorising the format for letter writing. SIAN SIAN SIAN =( haha was sms-ing my long time no see Jereline and my wife.

I saw a good scene in the school. The security guard and one of the private candidates quarrelling.. Basically FUNNY !!! LAUGH >o< I find that the paper was easier than the time i took my first olevel... However, people usually said easy either because u think ur answer is correct but in fact it is wrong.. OMG.. By the way, the passage B of paper 2 uses partially of my name > > > May Ling became May Lin..just short of a 'G' ...when reading the passage, it seems like i kept calling my own name.. GOSH.. so i changed the name to M. HAHA =D

HURRAYS !! ENGLISH OVER !!!

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.Monday, October 19, 2009' :)

BUSY BUSY

Sad to say that I will be SUPER BUSY as time pass by. WHY WHY WHY???

1. Daddy said everyone in the house, by 11pm need to go sleep.
Bcos we have to help him save electricity !!
So by 11pm no electricity, water (excluding going toilet, air con, fan) should be on !!

2. Set myself a timing to be back home.
Bcos I cannot do last minute work anymore !!
Start training now, cos after moving to new home, have to help do household chores.
Why lei...Bcos grandmother wont be staying with me liao =(

3. Most important one :
Bcos I WANT GOOD GPA !!!
So control myself not to go out till late late, by 8pm must reach home.
After bath, can start revising.

However, like that i will neglect my hubbii, my wife, my buddies, my friends...AIyoo... HOW HOW HOW ??? TELL ME HOW !!! Super Super Mao DUN !! But i need to revise constantly in order to get good GPA to go for courses that i want. I need to work to get my pocket money, this way can help my daddy by decreasing his work limit, have personal saving to help myself in future. I need to help do household chores, cos im big enough to do, in addition all the family members of mine will be doing our part to keep the house CLEAN and tidy..

Now it is already 10.37pm.. I need to go sleep by 11pm.. cos no electricity should be on. Ask me don go sleep den what can i do !! Tomorrow SCHOOL at 10am.. Whoa can sleep very long wor.. before I go sleep got this video song to share

Oppa Nappa
Jessica, Tiffany, & Seohyun (SNSD)

This is a nice Song to me =)
ENjoy !! and Goodnight ~

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.Friday, October 16, 2009' :)

ITP OVER =D

Bascially, I have ended my poorly paid ITP. hmm...cannot say poorly paid la, should say I wanted good grade, so money to me is not the main problem here.. Just wanna get an 'A' on the result as according to my LO, he said ITP credit unit quite high, it is equal to 2-3 module.. SO HOPEFULLY CAN la =D

hmmm...on my last day at workplace, I didnt do much job.. basically just facebooking on that day and do some filing stuff.. oya, the boss there treat us lunch !!! Sound good hor ~~ so ii shouldnt keep chanting that the pay is so little.. half of my part time job.. GOSH~~ why am ii keep chanting that... I also donno.. HAHA =D

hmmm...OKAY girl, cannot cannot cannot chant about the pay anymore.. Just work harder to earn more money to help dad on certain fanancial stuff like my own pocket money.. Since Primary 3, when ii first started to work as part timer, I don and never take money from him liao... HAHA =D sensible hor!~

so now, after school reopen, I will start working on every weekends.. if there's no other important stuff, i wont take leave...So to all who wish to jio me out, unless is birthday celebration or special occasion like Christmas...if not don bother to ask me =) cos ii will REJECT de..Sorrii~~

Err...now ii just wanna stay at home or go out with family for just this 2 weekends I had before school reopen... Stay at home to chiong my dramas, shows, to listen to my favourite songs, to do watever I want... O ya, speaking about show...Im catching the so call new variety show "我爱黑涩棒棒堂" !!! Damn Funny ^^

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.Friday, October 09, 2009' :)

我爱黑涩会

超好笑的！！真可惜没有王子 :'(

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.Thursday, October 08, 2009' :)

MY LOVE ONES

It has been 18 years since I was being brought to the world by God. Thanks to my mummy for carrying me in her womb from a small object till a baby for 9 months..I believed that that 9 months of pregnant has been hard on her.. if not she wont nag and nag and nag on me when Im in her womb...There is no opportunity for me to run away.. and honestly I dislike the feeling of being instructed and naggies...no way I will like them..

So BOOMM, I finally have the chance to run away from her womb and into the world of beautiful people =) Although I knew it in heart and didnt say anything, I still wanna thanks her for not giving up me.. Sometimes it is wierd that when u grow up, asking ur parents where yourself come from, there answer seems like the same--FROM THE GARBAGE !!! Is it that all parents answer the same thing as my parents when I was young and do not know anything about biology...

I also wanna thanks my DAddy.. knowing that my mummy kinda of bias, love my brothers more than me.. He always there for me when i was young.. When I was young, I have the mindset that if I do well in exams and be an obedient girl, mummy will love me de.. That's are most naive children like me think.. However, as I mentioned that are naive children's thoughts...So since young, I always read books, do homework and never will spend time unnecessary on useless stuff like computer games..In school, I will do my homework whenever I can..That are so faraway from me now when I realised that even I do well in exams, being obedient, my mummy will still love my brother more..

However, there is a time that one and only time, I felt the love from my mummy was when I had to submit art and craft using leaf and paint to create an art.. Art is never my interest, I donno why.. I kept doing my maths assignment book, and I even forgotten about the art.. Next morning, I saw my mummy helping me do it..

The person who I love the most, more than my parents was my beloved grandmother..She has been in my heart deep in my heart since I lost her now.. She had went up to a very far far land, being a guardian angel, taking care of me always.. When I was young, she will take me to school daily during my kindergarden time...And when I was in Primary 1 and 2, I took school bus to school..she will send me to my void deck, accompanying me to wait for my school bus.. and when I took sch bus back home from sch, the first person I see will be her waiting for me to come back home..telling her tonnes of my story in school..

She is very very very thrifty. wheneven she can save money she will save money.. however, when I was in PAP, everyday after school, either there is my favouite cake to eat or ice cream.. when I was in primary school, she will buy me some assignment book to do.. When i was young, I love to go to the 1 dollar machine to turn out some toys.. Thinking back at times, I find that I had spend unnecessay money on unnecessary stuff.. and it was my beloved grandmother's money.. She hardly spend her money but she willing to give it to me to use it unnessary..maybe she wanna me to be happy and she will be happy too =)

Now i just feel like saving more money to buy a camera to take down all the memories i had when it is still not too late to do it..and behave every photos that i take will have its unique story ^^ Cos i had lost my love one, my grandmother, I dont want to lost any of the rest anymore...I want to cherish every moment with them and had photos taken and printed out.. So that I could write down the story behind the pictures on the other side of the photos...Just in case in future i had amnesia.. at least i will know the story behind it..

AH MA !!! 你去了哪个遥远的地方啊？？我都很乖，又听你的话哦！我真的非常地想你，真的好想好想永远抱着你不放。。

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.Tuesday, October 06, 2009' :)

Say You Love Me
BY: 7 Flowers

下过大雨的天空
我的彩虹灰灰的
是否你还会记得
说过你会牵着我的手
乌云密布的天空
我的回忆湿湿的
没有你爱着的我
让我开始学着和孤单做朋友
我的心中还有太多话来不及说
我们还有太多地方没一起去过
say you love me 眼泪在求救
say you need me 别让我难过
我好脆弱不知道该要怎么做
Say you love me 不能再重头
say you need me 别把快乐通通都带走
我的心痛你不懂
**请你不要留下我
是不是不够勇敢
我的心越飘越乱
忽然失了方向感
哪里能找得到答案
总是一个人守候
因为你习惯自由
等不到你来爱我
明明两个人却反而更寂寞

其实你懂我
BY: 陈乔恩

我到底是谁
在你心中占有怎样的地位
你不说清楚
你让我们的爱坠在七里雾

爱很讨厌
总是忽近又忽远的让人追
追半天
你连抱歉
一句抱歉也不给

我向前走
低着头
眼泪不停向后流
一直走
不回头
希望你会找到我

但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信
其实你懂我

我发誓千遍
我这一走你就无法挽回
虽然心会痛
总比受尽委屈还要更好过

我等了等
脑海始终浮现你对我的好
好半天
其实你懂我
你连Baby
一句安慰也不给

其实你爱我

一前一后
你跟在我的背后沉默
Yeh…Yeh…Yeh…
前前后后
希望你握住我的手
Yeh…Yeh…Yeh…
Wo..Wo..Wo..

我向前走
抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走
不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我不想走
无法心不动

我向前走
抬起头
擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走
不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我仍相信
其实你懂我

ENJOY ^^

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.Saturday, October 03, 2009' :)

Lantern Festival =)

erm... today went to work in the morning.. It happened again that I have to wait outside the shop for 15minutes as I was early for work. HAHA =) Went to bank and deposited cash and cheque. Anyway those are quite boring and easy task. But pay a very super high risk. Once the money being rob or watever, I have to pay full responsible!!

Received a SMS from my grandma, asking me to go back after work as my relative will be homed to have dinner together since today is lantern festival day.. Honestly speaking, I dont really like them coming to my house.. Cos when they are here, I cannot like usual self staying in my room all day watching my favourite dramas, listening to my favourite songs, playing my favourite games and chatting with buddies on MSN.

Apologized to Derrick who ask me out today and hubbii who ask me to go his house. Cos to me, my family is most important as we seldom gather together only on special day then will gather.. Hubbii and friends i can accompany any time as long as I have time and no other plan..

Talking about Lantern festival, it reminds me about the first CS event that I have participated last year. Going to KWS nursing home bringing joy to the people...The uncle that I pushed him on wheelchair de very shy...At first when I talk to him, he seems like ignoring me, dont want talk to me =( den I have the mindset that maybe he don understand mandarin. So i ask him,"Do you understand what I say" in mandarin. He didnt answer, so i change language into hokkien but asking the same thing. He eventually answer me...in mandarin that he understand but was shy to talk to me.. CUTE hor ...

When serving green bean soup, I ask him whether he can eat anot, cos some poeple cannot... he say can..den i give one to him.. den he want somemore...I give to him...He said one thing that I will remember deep in my heart de...HE SAID, "when he was young, he used to be a volunteer that do almost the same thing as what we did. He added that when young, we give care and concern to others who are in need, when we grow old, others will give care and concern to me..."

Really miss the time when I was learning and giving care and concern to people who are in need through CS event..However, now I was far too busy to go for events liao.. I have to pia to get good GPA for next semster... I want my family to be proud of me, a sensible child..

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.Thursday, October 01, 2009' :)

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY =)

Today is children's day. A day that I used to celebrate and look forward to when i was young =) Going for a half day school period, wearing the clothing that we want during Primary School, watching our beloved and respected principal and teachers giving us a short concert on stage, and the gifts from the teachers even if they just give us an eraser those cute cute type, I will be overjoyed...

Still remember that when I was in Primary 6, as Children's Day is near to our PSLE, Mr.Gary Chan, the teacher that taught me Maths and was my Form Teacher since I was Primary 4, gave us a Maths assignment book...and from that time onwards, we used that book for our homework... Maybe because of him, I loved MAths so much that I wont complain about Maths.. Even if it was so tricky that i cant solve.. The book is in a box of gifts from school. It is so messy as during that time, we have to use maths working tradition type to work out the problems... so my working is all over the page.. unlike now, the primary school students could actually use calculator for their maths..

Thinking backwards, it had past 6 years.. Time really fly fast without notice. We have to cherish what we had and not take it for granted.. Thinking about yesterday's natural disaster had carried away many many lives. Im afraid as I do not know what will happen to us next. I just want to let my beloved family, hubbii, good buddies, and friends know that I LOVE THEM ALL =) If something happen to me suddenly, do not feel sorry as I had felt happiness in my life and im satisfied... Having you people in my life makes me feel so proud and HAPPY especially my daddy, brothers and my passed away grandma =D

Today was the first time i get to Watch the Channel 8's 明星特工队 as I could be back on time from ITP..and watching it makes me shed tears... If i was given a chance to try and volunteer for this type of oversea community service, I will feel honor to help out..

Now I only crave that people whom I loved, people who are not related to me but are once part of my life, and also people who I donno are healthy and happy..

HAND IN HAND ❤